Life is a constant state of learning. I don't mean education per se. I mean learning. To varying degrees, depending on the individuals interest and motivation, we all educate ourselves formally or informally. The modern age has given us educational videos that can teach us anything from how to shave a cat or how to rebuild an engine.
I've always seen myself as something of a Jill of all trades and master of none. Being a perfectionist is a very awkward combination for that particular trait. If I'm not instantly good at something, I will most likely put it off until I can't possibly do a good job or give up in a melodramatic pity dive into the bed. You think I'm kidding...ha ha...yeeeeah. This is not a mature thing to do. I know this. I've never had the discipline or stamina to practice enough to get really good at something. I try stuff, I fail, I half succeed and mostly I fill in until the people who are actually good at this stuff get there. That's my place. The in betweener.
This hasn't really inspired a purpose.
As I look forward to the next part of my journey, I know I'm going to be super critical of anything I create. I don't want my critical nature to stop me from taking the journey and I know part of that is going to be educating myself on how to do a good job and practicing. So here's to making the effort. Here's to learning how. Here's to trying anyway. Here's to casting aside doubt and negativity and fear. Here's to life.