The truth is on any given week I may volunteer at up to three places. Some of them require working from home as well. When everything's going well it's no problem. When I add major projects on top of that, or get too back logged, that's when it becomes a problem. It's hard for me to anticipate when it's going to be too much because it isn't all the time. And the need is great and I have a hard time walking away from that reality.
This is the depth of a minion's mind. I love being a minion and while minioning at three separate places can be draining and exhausting, which one do I leave? Without thinking of the guilt and without the arrogant thoughts of "what will they do without me" I think I know which one needs to drop and I'm a little terrified. Can I overcome the guilt of walking away? Can I leave them bereft of anyone that knows how to operate a computer? I don't know. If I don't do it I have a feeling God will and He doesn't always treat me gently in the process when I haven't obeyed.
As far as the diet...I haven't weighted myself today but I know I haven't had any sugar accept fruit and I haven't had any soda. We've cut down processed foods to a very small percentage. Now I just need to add the exercise back in and we should be good. I just have to have a day where I'm not double booked and I haven't had one of those in a while.
As far as the ninja thing....am I stealthy, am I stealthy? Guess I still need practice.
In all seriousness, today I start my list. If you need to be on the prayer list, let me know.